Night 3 and 4 ... instead of the flower I've started what seemed like a subject I thought would be easy.. guess again.. I don't believe any subject matter comes easy if you don't understand the principles of form and shape.. then light dark... 

Painted these over and over again.. why not I've nothing to lose.. 

Night 4 and I've started 2 apples.. 

Well something wasn't working as usual.. then in the last 10 mins I started to blend more and add dark etc . I do think if I had been braver with colour the end result would have been much better.. enough for now tho..  maybe something is starting to click..